Pardon this stale song - I don't call them songs. I call them almost songs. Lines out of tandem with each other. Meaning is the sun. Wrote this in not a moment. The last stanza does not burn like I want it to. Hmn!
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Left for dead
in the gutter of the dead
but here
the fear
lost in laughter, I ahead

Ha ahahahah ahah
Little humans
Little Universe

Ha hah ha ha hah ahha
Little humans
Little universe

Little Universe
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In a dark place
after a tired battle
for God's face
I lie in a bundle
listening to demon praise
am now their cattle
invincible days
mock in their prattle

flesh is weakest
and the blood is poisoned
spirit is meekest
not that it was reasoned
urge with no interest
desire is not seasoned
goals beg for imprest
meaning is imprisoned

my walls crumble
my spirit cries and dangle
my thoughts rumble
ranting like a mad fool
I loose and I stumble
my watch is a shackle
freedom mumble and jumble
but am in a mangle

am in a perimeter
guarded by maledictions
in d epicentre
of failures condemnations
in d retina
of onlookers castigations
subject of a seminar
am in hates presentations

maximum brutality
is what I am given
extreme negativity
is what they are feeding
with maximum audacity
at my goals they are hissing
discouraging enimity
is what they are spitting

they heap condemnation
set fires of depression
they propose temptation
in outrageous felicitation
they hate my contemplation
to quench my life's question
with jealous agression
they distort my reflection

their hatred is strong
their love is dead
my hate is growing strong
and my love is growing dead
I think I am wrong
minus love I would be dead
No! in time I will be strong
cause my love is my bread

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Left for dead
in the gutter of the dead
but here
the fear
lost in laughter, I ahead

Ha ahahahah ahah
Little humans
Little Universe

Ha hah ahahahah
Little humans
Little universe

Little Universe
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some where deep
in the depths of existence
my will was asleep
dreaming things meaningless
asking not for help
displaying strength and helplessness
i saw demons creep
whispering thougts of self selfishness

deep anguish cried
cried for my soul from my soul
self-hate's demon spied
to see if my soul would onward role
regrets served in a golden bowl
the fumes clouded the r0oad
behind, serpentine pride - the mole
waiting to corrupt the heart whole

arrows of accusations
flung from within and without
irrationalities of despiration
longed and hatefully struck out
doors of aspiration
locked by despair and burnout
degree of dedication
is zeroed and the nob is plucked out

I move to the left
icicles of oppositions clatter
I tighten my belt
but it turns into elastic rubber
ink in pen that was felt
turns into solid copper
cards that were dealt
grow wings and flutter

every action feels impossible
every cell is frozen
my traction spills my mandible
every bone is broken
all the thoughts in my crucible
my failure cant be spoken
my life is intangible
my plans are all open

intelligence is distracted
my dreams are assassinated
my foe interacted and concluded
that my span must be contracted
my heart must be terminated
head shots precisely calculated
my breadth must be interrupted
and my bones must be cremated

they formed into a weapon
stacked resignation and clipped on
Laziness was glowing in neon
self neglect was a word on
the lanyard of a ribbon
cladded was the demon
in d mirror-like chiffon

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Left for dead
in the gutter of the dead
but here
the fear
lost in laughter, I ahead

Ha ahahahah ahah
Little humans
Little Universe

Ha hah ahahahah
Little humans
Little universe

Little Universe
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life is a lesson
pain is the teacher
time is a blessing
life is a preacher
experience is d poison
sometimes very bitter
regret is her cousin
she hides all the glitter

poor student that I was
I was rejecting my own cross
and that was my curse
Cause I destroyed my own force
misused all my doors
I drank from d wrong source
misinterpreted my own laws
and blew sadness's spores

but i see the thin line
the bright beautiful Rubicon
she glows my hearts smile
and whispers to me son
kill the pain of ur mind
shine brighter than Orion
let thoughts with faith bind
freedom in hopes and mental iron

and I heard life's voice
telling me to hold on
she gave me mental toys
joy and hope she spawn
regrets made my tears moist
the voice urged me, be bold on
dark-moods jolly-roger hoist
but you told me to stand strong

death was promised
but life was given
death was promised
but life was given
death was promised
but life was given
death was promised
but life was given
death was promised
but life was given

two cups hold d wine
d promising cup of death
one cup hold d vine
d PAIN of life dat greens d-earth
two swords fight for mind
the wicked one that darkness sent
one-sword is a blessed find
d sword of love dat is never bent
two thoughts crawls the spine
acts of hate dat distorts life's rent
one thought whispers fine
acts of love dat life was meant

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NNEKA, I can not complete this song.
Love is a powerful emotion. it is alien to most of us.
Remember that. Remember that. I don't know how you can introduce love without hurting us(your fans). i do not know.
Please be gentle and yet firm. The puzzle is yours for the solving. Take care.

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you see that your song, that one. The hold on one. The one about not dividing.BUT MULTIPLYING LOVE. I love that song. Perseverance is character. and the
character I get from endurance gives me hope.

I will hold on.
Sometimes I feel not at ease. And so confused.

I will put my achievements together.
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such simple and yet most necessary words. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart.
Thanks from the bottom of my heart.

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Scream those lungs out. But, at the back of your mind know that there are still songs not yet sung. so take care of those lungs. please.

The gift of life is life itself.
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If i keep this up i won't stop writing.

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YOU ARE MOST BEAUTIFUL. AND YOUR LIFE IS PERFECT cAUSE GOD MADE YOU SO. STAY GOOD. UNIVERSAL LOVE. MAY GOD AND HIS UNIVERSE ALWAYS SMILE AT YOU.

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Come to think of am, I never write you song for "I go, I go, I go ......"
If I ever meet you, i will give you a song in pidgin.

Well, if there ever was ever any artist i wished to have a conversation with or be in his crowd, He was 2pac.

Now, there ever is an artist I would love to be-awed and be-struck on point as I behold on stage- she is you.

PERSEVERANCE IS CHARACTER AND THE CHARACTER I GET FROM ENDURANCE GIVES ME HOPE.

THANKS. THANKS. THANKS.